I already miss you terribly. This past week of having you around was simply wonderful. Every little thing we did and didn't do was heavenly and you were the absolute sweetest. When you suggested Tuesday night for us to get pizza from our favorite place, and declared it to be the "one and only night we'd eat junk"..deep down I knew it wouldn't be true but laughed and said for us to go for it. And then Chinese happened, pub food followed and a 2nd night of pizza rounded out the week...but not before squeezing in chicken fingers that looked deep fried, because we had to, right?
I still replay you telling me I'm an amazing driver, an amazing cook and an amazing couch friend, over and over in my head. I love all three of your random compliments. The driver one surprised me a bit, and I admit, I almost snorted but you were genuine and it made me misty eyed, if I'm honest. You always tell me you love my cooking, but the couch friend… I loved hearing that most, since its when we talk most; sitting facing each other, sharing whatever we feel like sharing at that moment. I love those times together, watching movies, talking, trading off 5 minute foot massages or even sitting with our computers on our laps with the occasional glance and wink. You too are my amazing couch friend.
>>The song I said always makes me think of us and feel it was written for us, just came on and its only fitting as I write this to you<<
I'm so glad I was finally able to tell you about the flowers you bought me months ago. It wasn't easy telling you the the flowers you spent a lot of money on, were already 90% dead upon arrival, with metal rods holding each one up, not to mention having plastic greenery as "filler"... You had such great and loving intentions and the florist scammed you. It makes me so sad and upset thinking about it. I didn't want to hurt your feelings, but I'm so glad you know now! ...and where to buy from for the future. *wink wink*
Thank you for always offering to give my apartment a good scrub down before taking you to the airport, just so I can come home to a spotless place. It means the world to me that you would scrub my bathrooms down willingly, and it was great walking into a very clean home, albeit a quiet one.
Each day with each visit, I love you more and more. I look forward to the day we won't have long spaces between our times together, but I'm realistic, I know they'll keep happening, especially with your impending deployments. Its the nature of the beast but I'll always be here for you when you get home, no matter where 'home' will be, you can count on that, because I'm pretty totally completely in love with you and I'm not going anywhere.